Shhhh! Roman — I plan to seduce him tonight. It has been a week since my husband and I could be completely intimate. I plan on making it happen tonight. It is a fantastic stress buster. I would not be bringing it up if it wasn’t for the fact that sex has been getting better lately. I think we are really learning what makes it good for each other. I am so blessed to have a man that cares what we are each going through and we both equally want to please each other. The last time we made love was so passionate – like melting butter but, with a surging excitement that made me never want to come down and rest. I love the new blanket we bought it is like being cuddled in animal fur (not real fur). I like the way it feels on our bare skin and it warms me when I am too exhausted not to drift off to sleep.
On another note. I have been conflicted all day. Tomorrow I am suppose to attend classes. I need to do some studio time however, I was invited to attend a funeral. The people that are related to the deceased were like a second family to me when I was young. I used to feel so close to them but, now I do not really have any connection to them anymore. I am not sure whether I should go to the funeral or to class. It would effect my grade to miss class but, I don’t want to hurt the friends that were good to me in former years either. I am still deciding.
Are you bored? Well if you want something to watch check out “30 days” on netflix or hulu. It is really interesting. For a month someone has to try out what it would be like in someone else’s situation.
Should I go to school or the funeral? hmmmm.